I don’t mean to draw a pity party or anything of the sort but let’s just say that I’ve been having a hard time connecting with a lot of the people around here. It’s not that they’re not good people; they are…. most of them. It’s just that I don’t know how strong a connection we have… it’s one thing to be physically attracted to someone and then another to be emotionally (or mentally? Not sure how to phrase that) attracted to someone’s character or personality.
I’d be lying if I said there weren’t a handful of really nice looking guys around here, but I have a gut feeling that, despite acknowledging this attraction towards them, I know that I wouldn’t mesh very well with any of them. I’m almost certain that there’s no one here for me, and well…. that’s okay.